english poetry " I LOve You "

Through the last few days,
I’ve drowned in my sorrow,
I’ve cried myself to sleep,
Hoping for a brighter tomorrow.
I dreamed way too much,
Dreamed of a fairy tale life,
With two wonderful kids,
And a beautiful wife.
I’ve wondered countless times,
Why I’m in such misery,
Because every second I live,
Feels like eternity.
I’ve tried to be a living Romeo,
But this Romeo is bleeding,
My eyes bleed tears,
During love poems I’m reading.
But this has all seemed,
Like a long rainbow,
With a chest at the end,
Letting me know,
That very soon,
I shall have my brighter day,
And that day will come,
When you hear what I say.
I’m so very scared,
That I shall hear good-bye,
I know if I do,
I’ll break down and cry.
But I must face my fears,
And be no longer sad and blue,
I’m ready to say it,
I need you.